Socks Memorial

Run sweet mare for the pasture its green,
Lay down sweet mare,
Rest your head by the stream,
Leave me sweet mare,
cause on earth theres only pain,
Go to heaven sweet mare,
Your Leavings not in vain,
but remember sweet mare,
that you've left me behind,
look back only once,
for a while you were mine

You Say You Love Me Friend

You say you love me friend,
but im sure that you do not.
You said youd be there friend,
and I know that you are not.
You said you'd never hurt me friend,
but you have cut me deep.
you said youd never make me angry,
but my anger ruins me.
You said we'd always stick together,
but far away you went.
You said it always be forever,
I now know what youd meant.
So before you say I love you friend,
make sure you really do.
Cause I want to never hurt you friend,
but leave you I must do.

All You've Done

Some how all youve done for me,
has only made me weak,
and threw my bloody, broken, tears I realize my defeat,
Under your unbroken stare,
as piercing silence looms,
I wait for fate to reveal to me,
my unavioded doom,
under purple bruises come,
My unnerving sence of guilt,
that lay beneath the reign,
he is drunken, angry, still,
for seconds blinding blows my way,
to which no one understands,
how could I had ever thought,
That Id love such a man

(no I have never and will never be a victim of physical abuse)

Sleep Deep My Love

Sleep deep in silence,
dream deeper in my arms,
in bittersweet honesty,
i hold you close to feelings
i could never leave behind.
Swim deep into my touch my love,
For i shall always return,
run your fingers softly love,
till between you and me we cant disern,
lets wrap ourselves together,
till our hearts beat just the same,
lay me down in silence love,
show me you feel the same.

My Own Hell

twisted far under,
my pain it had rought,
crawling under my skin,
I pray it did not,
hounded by silence,
my voice not to hear,
I bounded threw shratnels,
of heart broken fear,
nearer the end,
I sure I would come,
but however the nearer,
I had wretched none,
drowning me faster,
clutching to mirror,
I threw body forward,
still sound did not sear,
broken,
I shattered,
lay down where it fell,
for never shall i,
escape my own
hell

Till The End

trapt what brought,
the roomless sound,
piercing my ears,
shaking the ground,
round and round,
the sound does go,
its breath as icy as winter snow,
clutched by torture,
no more to hear,
what strive to silence,
we all must fear,
twisted a story to tell you my friend,
but soundless i fear,
youll be till the
end

untitled

Never ending deepened grave,
blanketed down your falling gate,
comming comming dont you hear,
changing changing,
drawing near,
nothing stopping what you cant,
blackend feelings,
broken repent,
nothin nothing
will you see,
blind
your
mind
is
yet
to
be.

a ray of light

i see you threw,
my shattered paines of night,
killing me in silent dreams,
I wait for steadied light,
no rays to pass my weary head,
i pray I jaded none,
by broken, tattered,
favor stands,
but favor never runs,
torched back time,
to sear my pain,
gentle, rythmic,
it rought,
to never douse,
what time may house,
a ray of light could not.

सी

Many times,
Ive longed to say,
words that wouldnt reach today,
oh how Ive loved you,
deep inside,
Wanted to show you what seems to hide,
trapped in thought ,
for most my life,
Ill search for you,
a word thats right,

K this poem I know it sucks so this goes to show you everyone has crap poems, I had a hard time saying what I wanted to say in this one in the first place which was very apparent in its outcome. Ahh which frustrated me seeing as it was one for AJ and I cant fix it cause when I write A poem I write it Im donr theres no Fixing it later. Guess Ill just have to try again l8tr.

the little things
I love the little way you show me that you care,
I love the look you give me when our eyes meet,
I love the way you say Im sexy when Im not trying to be,
I love that you think I can do anything,
I hate the way you put yourself down,
But love the way you lift yourself up,
I miss you when your gone,
but miss you more when your here knowing the night will have to end,
I cant describe the way you calm me,
or the way you make me hang on every word you say,
I cant describe how I long to hear your voice when you are gone,
Or how little phrases you use make me smile when I hearthem out of a stranger,
I love the way I forget someones order at work when I think of you,
I hate the way you worry about me,
But love that you care enough to worry,
I love that you listen,
But love you more when you speak,
I love the way you hold me,
and secretly I wish you'd never let me go.
I love you for you,
and that will never change.

I love you AJ and nothing will ever change that. Im tired of people saying "we cant"
"or too young" "itll never last" I know they dont understand, but it hurts my feelings that they think such an outcome is destined to happen, It makes me sad for those who lose hope. No one is ever too far gone, and someone always needs help, we all have problems, and its okay that we do, we just need to understand that others have problems the same as us and if we expet them to get threw theirs we must first and formost help ourselves to understand After all we are just people.

I wish everone luck in life and wherever it takes them I hope they are truly happy,
I love you all,
Sarah

only for you

only for you would I fall to my knees,
only for you would I cut myself deep,
only for you could I ever become,
some one down deep in return you
could love,
only one promiss in turn shall I keep,
to never regret the choices I meet,
with you not one moment of time never
bleeds, runs into my viens, in a turn
about ring, chosen by you,
I shall never forget,
with you is my place,
my soul in your dept.

Sarah Lewis

aj

A.j.is my BoyFriend --- and now heis my husband

Poems

Poems are my life more than anyone will ever know each of my poems reflect my thoughts and dreams hardships and milestones. Without poetry I dout I would be the person I am today

All poems posted are my own work (unless noted otherwise) Poems I publish on this blog belong to me and are all my original work no one elses!

Thank You,
Sarah lewis

NeverFound

As I lay ....
by a roaring shore...
I think of people whove come before..
who have walked these ancient rocks...
and made sharp edges smooth and glossed....
Over the Oceans violent waves...
I gaze at a world far away..
Unique colors fade to black...
as darkness falls I remove my mask....
I walk along the waters edge...
Into the midnight sky..
I was never found...
For I had drowned....
My body left...
To Lie..

-Sarah Lewis

secret love

All the more I wait for you,
I need to feel your touch,
I dream it every night,
and it never seems enough,
I want you,
need you here with me,
But I'm not sure what to do,
I want to tell you,
but never will,
my secret dies with you,
I never felt this way before,
and never knew I could,
Untill you tell me how you feel,
but I know you never would,
So silently I wait for you,
life is just that way,
and hope one day you'll love me too,
in that unexpected way.

silent wait

Silent
Silent
Falling drapes
cast upon your lovers grave
for no one here weeps but you
your silent stature,
and broken hue,
time after time
you wait again
till your time comes
round again
waiting,
waiting,
hoping,
praying,
cast upon your
mind ceeps playing
over over,
till it grows cold,
swallowed by darkness
shadow and mold
sitting under your broken tree
you hope and pray for what
is free
felt trapped by the fact
that all is bad
not knowing you gained
what you've
never had

A beautiful Mind

I reach with
my hand
for one
you cant see
I sleep
on a beach
thats only for me
I help you along
but your
heart you keep
shelled
you drag me so
deep into
your spell
my life gets
all tangled and
wounded with
hurt. I wanted the love
in return I deserved.
I never got it
I never found peace
so I turned to myself
you cut my heart deep
I walked from you
and your troubled
life, I thought I could change
you, I thought I was right
but never again will I
see your face.
From my existance
its you I'll erase
you've stolen my life
you took it from me
I gave you my all
but you were a theif
so now I must
go,
no tears on my
face, and only hope that one
day you'll find your way,
but till then I sit on a beach
you cant see,
with a beutiful mind
and heart
that's
left
free.
-Sarah Lewis

untitled

Silence stands cold
like a mountain
face
sound creaks
and grinds like a
windmills grates
pain feels
hard as
a diamonds
plate
feeling a
alone is
a deserts wake
mistunderstanding
creeps like the
wind
Into the souls
of all
Gods men
not understanding
misunderstood
mountians of fire
gorging the
woods
unsetled peace
in all of man
kind
like loving
eachother
would
be the
worst
crime.
- Sarah Lewis

Tick Tock

Tick Tock,

Tick Tock,

Lifes a never ending

clock.

Set atop your headboard

stand.

there it hammers

there it stands.

Turning

time round, and

round.

till the clock

back is wound.

not your friend but

rather the latter.

the clock tick

tocks.

It has only

itself to flatter.

hands round

round they go till your time

to live must go

but it starts

for some

other fool.

for him and her

it beats anew

Tick Tock,

Tick Tock,

Lifes a

never

ending

clock.

Sarah Lewis